split me open

Split me open
Rearrange all that's inside
Create a new me with what you find
While I'm open
Check my spirit
Tell me if it flows the same
As when we started the game
Is the new me smart
Will she speak several languges including Japanese
Will she be pretty
Will the boys like her
Will they buy her nice things
Could you tell me please
Are these the things she wants
Are they the things she needs
Split me open
Redirect the traffic
Of my shakras
And let me know if I'll ever be
wh
ol
e
a
gain.

nothing to fear but fear itself?

I'm afraid that I am too afraid to face the things I am afraid of.

Fear filibusters the fearful.

Scarcely are the scared successful.

The horror hardens my heart hardly harking to my habitual hailing for halt.

Is there a respite in sight?

Perseverance proves to be my problem.

Self Doubt Redux

I can't!
I can't!
I can't!
I can't!
I can't!
I can't!
Can't I?
Can't I?
Can't I?
Can't I?
Can't I?
Can't I?